I know this is going to sound stupid to a lot of you, but have just been talking to H2B and he wants us to book a day off to go to the doc's so I can have injections for honeymoon (as he travels a fair bit, don't think he needs any) and I am terrified.
I am almost phobic about injections, the last one I had was at school and I am absolutely dreading it. I really don't want to go, but I know I have to have them. I have to have 4 (I think) Hep A, hep B, Typhoid, tetanus-diphtheria and possibly a polio on the tongue (which I am not bothered about as its on sugar).
Don't really know why I am posting this, but just getting it off my chest really. I cant even watch people on TV have injections, it makes me feel that bad. Am when I think about them my right arm aches and feels heavy, ok so its all in my head and I know that, but that's how bad my fear is.
I probably sound like a total wimp, but I am really scared
I told H2B I didn't want to go anywhere for honeymoon which would mean I had to have injections.. but here I am having to have lots. 1 I might be able to handle, but 4
4 in 1 day, in 1 arm. I feel really sick. I have had nightmares about having to go
I know I have too but I so don't want to go
And I know you'll say it will be worth it, but that wont help me in the run up to it or when I am sitting at the doctors, I just feel like running away. The more I think about it, the more of a state I get in about it, but I cant help not thinking about it now!