Thanks all, I'm feeling a whole lot better now... had a good talk with my mum and MIL2B, a friend of mine... infact theres probably not many people who's ear i didnt chew for half hour or so...
Took out some frustration on the little dust mites in my house, so feel more organized now the house is tidy!
Bev, I would have loved to arrange everything in such a short space of time... Im sooo impatient, hate having to wait for things... there was no way I could have had a 2/3 year enagement, id be going outta my mind!!! But thats just in theory, i imagine it would be so stressful to have to do it for real.
Anyway girls (and J), thanks for your support, knew i could count on you all for some common sense advice and hugs!
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Love Dawn xxx