Big hug for you Laurie
I'm sorry you are feeling down right now. I feel like that from time to time too. If you can't stretch to the price of a spa weekend (and lets face it....who can!!!) then do you have a girl friend you could stay with for a weekend? Banish all men from the house, buy up as much of boots and body shop as you can carry home, and pamper!!

Or if you don't have anyone that you can stay with, then use some of the time that h2b is away to do things especially for yourself. I know how important the wedding things are, but one day won't hurt and it will do you the world of good to have a break. You will enjoy the planning more if you are not feeling tired and stressed out.
Make sure you talk to your h2b about how you are feeling too. If things are getting too much, is there some stuff that he could do to help out?
I hope you feel better soon.
Catherine
