hi girls well i did it or should i say the first part as we have to go back the morning before the big day to do the other half last night was for the wedding party to get to know their places and when to move and what to do with us doing the bodily movement part not the words, then we had to have a little meeting to decide a few things such as vows hymes wedding march ect, all was okay where the wedding aprty was concerned my aprt was rubbish i felt silly nervouse scared and actually embarrassed people tell me htis is because i was doing without music and without the dress and whole scene but i came home and i cried and i cried and i cried, my h2b was so good he cuddle me let me let it all out as he said he thought thats what i needed and he was right its all getting to me now and i feel so frightened and all i kept thinking was if i cant do it in front of the wedding aprty how the hell am i going to do it infront of all the guests i just dont know, dont get me wrong i was excited to and my legs went weak when i saw my h2b stand and get ready at the front but i almost ran down the aile with my step dad bless him, i think i hope i feel better when me and my h2b have done it again with the vows, oh god im losing it now and not long to go aaaaahhhhhhhh