just wanted to make a statment here to get it off my chest for tonight, hope that okay,,,,, feeling that theres so much left to do such little time and im shattered, i think i will need more than a make over on the day i will need a whole face life, air pumped into my much deflated body, match sticks to keep open my eyes a new ear drum as i still have ear infection and a doctor for the well being of my mind, other than that im just fine