june the 4th our big days to go and i feel SICK with fear excitment and nervous oh my god it has really hit me now im GETTING MARRIED aahhhhhhh.
i remember saying oh we havt wo year oh we have 18 months ect ect along the way now its days i feel butterflys in my tum and chest every time i think about it im not a kool cucumber im a soggy squashed blushing red tomatoe. ha ha ha dto share my feelings here helps to write it all down i need a cig now, which by the way i have made a promise as part of a wedding gift to my other half that after the wedding the cigs are going to go well i will try