Phew thanks girls - glad I'm not the only one! I know how it is to be separated - my H2B is a submariner in the Royal Navy and when he's away, he's away - there was a time I didn't hear from him AT ALL in 2 whole months and it was around about the time the Russian submarine sank - my heart was in my mouth when I saw the TV for the split second before I realised it wasn't my H2B's boat - it is sometimes just not possible for him to phone me when he's away unless the boat surfaces, so imagine what it would be like knowing he's out there somewhere but you can't see him or even speak to him - NOT very nice at all! He is on long term sick leave just now though and I think he may be medically discharged around the time of our wedding, so I feel this is contributing to the arguments - he is scared of starting married life being unemployed and he feels that he's a failure even though his medical condition is really quite serious and nothing at all to do with anything he has done - try telling him that though! I have been arguing not only with him but with my friends and family and work colleagues too - I think it may just be the whole stress thing - whoever said this was the happiest day of your life? Obviously has never planned a wedding before

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Love & light,
Alli x

Married Billy on Saturday 20th July 2002 at Barony Castle, Peebles and want to do it all over again!

Expecting our first child on 22nd April 2006

Love isn't about finding someone perfect....it's about learning to love an imperfect person....perfectly.