Ah, a familiar feeling for me... I know exactly how you feel. I've been like this since Grace was born however over the past 2 months I've been following the C ook Yourself T hin diet and it's worked a treat for me - and I've stuck to it! I put on 4lbs over my week's holiday but in just 5 days I've lost it again plus an extra lb

You really do need to make that decision to do it, I just started looking in the mirror and was disgusted with myself, I had to do something.
Sorry, that wasn't much help

Have you looked at the CYT recipes??