finally had my breakdown yesterday felt a right pratt but could not help it.
The reason i actually cried like a baby and couldnt stop was a poor reason, bt because everything else has been getting to me and i have been putting on this hard brave face and attitude it ALL CAME FLOODING OUT.
my h2b asked me if i would nip and see him when i finsihed work as he was working in the same area as my work (as he is moblie is a bathroom and kitchen ect ceramic tiler) so i said i would for an hour before i went to get my friend and go to town for my cake. I went to the petrol station first to fil up and after doing so went to get back in m,y car and what do u knwo the cars locked and i left the keys in the ignition, luckly i had left the window down slightly and had to get my hand in too pen it.
the i went to the bank later the hole in the wall and after many many years of the same pin number i forgot it totally and still it has not come back to me been totally wiped from my minds eye. so i had to go into the bank to get cash and tell them i had forgotten my pin and need a new one what a pratt.
well it was a RED HOT day here yesterday and i was in my work uniform so hot and uncomfortable and i could not find where he was i drove for a whole hour he kept ringing me saying he could see me pass yet his directions where not making sense i was losing the plot in the end i pulled over for the thousandth time and said cant find you im off.
I drove all the way to my friends house in tears luckly i had my shades on then i calmed myself down bt as soon as i saw my friends and they asked what was wrong i went off again and creid and creid. once i had a cuddle and cig and told them my silly story they sadi it was understandable as i am stressed out its not just the getting lost and i had had a bad day from waking up, i felt a little better and as the day went on i felt even better. just worn out xxxxx i hope i dont have anymore days like this

We all have dreadful days - at least you got home in one piece.

Enjoy the weekend

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Oh no!

Dont worry though, that sounds exactly like the sort of thing i do. Hold it all in until something silly sends me over the edge!

At least its out now, and hopefully you feel better for it! Im sure you will sleep well tonight!

P.S - make sure your H2B gives you lots of cuddles! I find it helps!

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Mrs Hackett

23rd April 2005

Sorry you had a rotten day.

Have lots of cuddles and make sure you get lots of TLC from your bloke.

x

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